The fact that my deepest hope is still to die any day now by a freak accident or “senseless act of violence” reveals that I’m probably not as happy as I think I am
“don’t be shy” thanks u cured me
"don’t be anxious" thanks my anxiety disorder is gone
"Don’t be sad." Wow. You did what antidepressants couldn’t.
threw a boomerang like 6 years ago and it never came back so now I live in constant fear
You should not
have to rip yourself
into pieces to keep
You guys know about vampires? … You know, vampires have no reflections in a mirror? There’s this idea that monsters don’t have reflections in a mirror. And what I’ve always thought isn’t that monsters don’t have reflections in a mirror. It’s that if you want to make a human being into a monster, deny them, at the cultural level, any reflection of themselves. And growing up, I felt like a monster in some ways. I didn’t see myself reflected at all. I was like, “Yo, is something wrong with me? That the whole society seems to think that people like me don’t exist?” And part of what inspired me, was this deep desire that before I died, I would make a couple of mirrors. That I would make some mirrors so that kids like me might see themselves reflected back and might not feel so monstrous for it.
ARE YOU READY TO HEAR SOME SYMPHONIES?!
I CAN'T HEAR YOU!!